Anyone who has ever made a resolution will likely agree that even with the best of intentions you often set yourself up to fail with unrealistic expectations. Lee Ann and I have committed to healthier eating and have done reasonably well at changing our thinking about food as well as what we consume.

Today I almost slipped! A locally-owned doughnut shop has opened in our community to rave reviews. At church last night it seemed everyone was praising their products especially apple fritters and doughnut holes (two of my favorites!). I have avoided the temptation to stop in but avoiding even driving by the building.

While I was out running errands at lunchtime I ended up at the library which is just around the corner from the doughnut shop. I decided to be thoughtful and take some holes home to Erica who I knew would love them – and of course I’d have to sample one! Just one. I began to imagine the smell, the visual display of the decadent feast, and oh! the taste. I began to crave just one bite.

So, I broke my resolve and headed for the doughnut shop. Imagine my surprise as I stopped at the last intersection before reaching my destination to discover a train stopped on the tracks between me and the goodies! Not knowing how long my wait would be I turned the other way and returned to the office.

Did I feel victorious? Defeated? Neither one actually. I was amused. I had to laugh. The perfect timing to keep me headed in the healthy direction!

As I drove back to the office – away from the doughnuts – I thought about how easily I allow myself to be lured away from things I know I should do … a phone call, a visit, a note, a volunteer opportunity. All things that would be pleasing to God. All things I should want to do (and sometimes do). But often I let me get in the way.

So today I asked God to continue to put freight trains in my way when I am headed the wrong direction. I want to fully experience God’s grace and know that I have to do my part in learning about and growing to be the person God wants me to be.